Diary Snippets

Sat25THMaRCH 2006


To find myself,
Once again-
For looking at that face
Looking back at me,
I don’t recognize it.
I need to find out
Who Iam, and where I am,
And how I feature in this,
In this current life I live.
For I find no joy,
I find no inspiration,
Or desire to be.
Like a pilgrim, a pioneer,
In an already settled ground.
Pushing, groping to find my place.
The sameness of my emotions,
The lack of excitement-
Indifference scales high.
Have I lost all sense?
Did I die?